Mama Firefly VS Esther Walton

My husband was raised on a farm where he lived with his mother, father and Great-grandparents, along with various other people throughout the years. Sometimes it was other family members, farm hands, family friends but usually people who were looking for somewhere to stay for awhile. This could not be father from the way I was raised. At first it was kind of appealing to be on the farm where there was so much going on and so many people around but as time has gone by I know that it is not how I could ever live and keep my sanity intact.

 I probably was born in the wrong century and would probably fit in to the way things once were, but living with extended family would end up being much more like this:

Than this:

I am such a homebody and have no  problem not seeing other people for days on end, I just would not be comfortable or even close to content living with other people let alone extended family. We lived on the  farm for 8 years when we first were married, right after Chris hurt his back, and while I am grateful to have had somewhere to live while we were struggling, those were some of the most chaotic, unstable, drama filled years of my life.

Just because a family is portrayed on TV as wonderful and loving where everyone lives together and gets along doesn't mean it is going to be that way in real life. Living together as extended family needs to be the desire of everyone involved.  Dreams can't be forced on other people when they have dreams of their own.

You can't expect to be Esther Walton when you have more in common with Mama Firefly.

The end of the world as we know it.

December 21, 2012 just so happens to be Pie's 5th birthday.

Chris and I have been debating about what kind of education is best for our girls. It was very important to us that I stay home and raise the girls instead of sending them to daycare. I admit there are some really awesome daycare centers out there but there are some horrible ones too. I have tried to expose the girls to some social situations, story time at the library, playgroups, play dates with friends, ect so that they are used to some of the same things daycare kids are when they start school.

But with the end of the world looming, I have to wonder how important all this preparation for traditional public school really is?  I guess it's a good thing that they are learning to plant a garden and harvest it's crops. They can identify some of the flowers in our yard and know where the blackberry bushes are at. They know only to eat the berries mommy gives them and not the berries we see on the walking path. They are skilled at dumping the vegetable scraps in the compost bin and know that it needs mixed up once in awhile. Next spring they will help spread the rich black compost around the flowers. I hope in the next couple years to have some chickens so we can collect eggs and possible raise a pig or two. My goal is to be as self sufficient as possibly and hope to teach my girls to live simply and not always rely on retail and manufacturing to keep them alive.

So when December 21, 2012 comes around and everyone else is prepared to sit in a circle and play nicely with each other, my girls will be at home preparing for the end of the world as we know it.

On December 22, 2012 we all will wake up and laugh about a silly conspiracy theory and go on about our day.

Crazy Dog.

The girls and I went out in the yard to play a bit and enjoy the cooler weather. Tig is so full of energy and loves when we are all outside with him. He was running and jumping, chasing the girls big purple ball. It had lost just enough air that he could get his teeth into it.

 POP!

That didn't end the fun.

 He ran around the yard with the popped ball and played keep away with Pie.

He must have worked up quite a thirst so he went for the biggest water source in the yard - the girls swimming pool! He'd jump up and get his front legs in the water and bob for the toys.

He finally got a hold of his ball and proudly paraded his trophy around the yard. He was quite the entertainment last night!

And the pool survived!

Pickin' Apples

Hurricane Earl was forcasted to hit the coast of Maine last Friday and be gone mid Saturday. As the hurricanes hit the cold waters oft he Atlantic they usually loose strength and just turn into a good rain storm but sometime still bring some heavy winds and strong tides. With the early spring and hot summer the apple crops were ready about 2 weeks ahead of time. The limbs of the trees are weighed right down with nice big ripe apples, waiting to be harvested, just in time for Earl to come along.

We hadn't gone apple picking since we've lived in Maine but since the girls have taken some interest in our garden this year I though it would be fun to pick some apples and attempt to make a pie from scratch(ish). So I looked online and found a list of apple orchards near us. There was one in Brewer and one in Monroe, we headed to Brewer Friday morning but soon found out that the orchard was no longer in business so we went on about our errands and planned to hit the Monroe orchard later in the day. It was about 4:30 by the time we got everything done and headed out on our apple picking adventure. We drove and drove and drove and soon went right though Monroe into Brooks without seeing any signs of an apple orchard. We stopped and Chris asked someone if he knew where it was and he directed us to the Maine-ly Apple Orchard in Dixmont. It was 5:20 by the time we got there and their sign said they closed at 5:00. Ugh! Thankfully the man who own the orchard waved us in and let us pick some apples anyway!

It didn't take too long to fill a bucket with 2 little girls picking all the huge apples on the trees and the branches were so heavy they hung almost down to the groud. With our bucket full, we headed back to pay we got some fresh pressed apple cider, then headed back home, all munching on crunchy apples on the way.

When we got home, I cooked supper: steak, corn on the cob and asparagus with baked apples for dessert. Saturday morning we got up and peeled apples for our very first homemade apple pie, which turned out delicious!

Conversations with a 2 year old.

I just got done having a conversation with Pie about how it was ok for Tig to drink the water out of the toilet but not ok for her to do it.  She decided that dogs like yucky water.

Get over it already!

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness.

Friends

After coming home from NH to some very unpleasant drama from someone who we had thought of as a really good friend, I had just about given up on having "real world" friends. I never really have had many anyway, a few good ones along the way but usually end up growing apart with them as our lives and (usually jobs) change throughout the years. Most of the people I feel closest too I only talk to online and some I have never in met in "real life".

I was happy when Nicole texted me and asked if the girls and I wanted to get together. We met at Sandy Point Beach for a few hours. Pie, Sammie and Cadence had fun playing in the sand and water (which actually wasn't too cold after all the hot weather we've had.) Nicole and I had a nice time talking and catching up after being gone for the summer.

It was nice to have my faith in friendship restored and look forward to spending time with them again soon. 

17

Seventeen years ago, I was getting ready to walk down the asile to marry my best friend.

We've been through a lot together and end up closer and stronger everytime. Sadly, we don't get to spend the day together, as always when work calls he's gotta go but it's ok.

We will have many, many more times to share together.

I couldn't ask for a better husband or father to our girls. I feel so lucky and very blessed.

Part of the village

Someone I know recently got herself in a lot of legal trouble and most of the comments I've heard people say is that it was expected. "She's a sociopath just like her mother." "She was a bad seed from the beginning."

While I don't condone what she did and completely agree that she needs to be accountable for her actions I feel like the "village it takes to raise a child" let her down.

So many members of her family could have stepped up and been a positive influence instead of spreading rumors and looking down their noses at her and her mother. She could have had a very special relationship with her aunt who shared some of her interests but that didn't happen, they virtually have no relationship at all.

I feel responsible too. I could have stepped up and been a bigger part of her life. After all I lived right next to her for a large portion of her childhood. But I didn't do it, and now I wonder if everyone who was part of her village had done something to influence her in a positive way maybe she wouldn't be in so much trouble now. I very strongly believe that when a child is told they will never amount to anything never think they are worth more than that.

Already?

When we were outside this morning playing in the big puddle after all the rain last night, I noticed how many of the leave are changing already. Sigh.

I guess I can't complain too much. We did have an awesome summer but I am not at all ready to see winter. Hopefully we will have a nice long autum and the snow will hold off until next year. I for one, couldn't care less if we have a white Chrismas - unless it was on a white sandy beach somewhere!

We had 2 more sunflowers open up this morning too. I guess there might be a little bit of summer left to hang on to afterall.

Back at it.

It's been about a month since I've updated. I just didn't have much of a chance to write while we were in NH. The girls had a hard time napping in the hotel room and that's usually when I have enough quiet time to blog.

It's been nice to be home. Our house was still standing, dogs still alive but the yard and garden was a mess. I've been working on trying to get things back in order before winter, which feels like is right on our heels. Our sunflowers look like they could touch the sky!

 We have picked some tomatoes, squash, carrots, onions, and have 6 pumpkins and 3 butternut squash still growing. Hopefully next summer we will be able to give a garden more attention, although with two little helpers around wanting to pick everything they see, maybe the garden was better off with us gone!

The dogs were happy to see us. Tig has done really well with the girls but seems to have forgotten how to walk on a leash. We attempted to walk on the waterfront on Monday and he just about drug me down the path. He also seems to have an issue with other women, makes me wonder why. He's fine with me but didn't like anyone else. Guess we will just have to keep working on socialization with him. I really have my hands full with him and the girls though.

Ink!

It's been awhile since either Chris or I have gotten any new tattoos. If money weren't an issue we both would have a whole lot more than we do now! But until we win the lotto we can only get one every so often.

We had debated what to do on Sunday since it was once of our last few days in New Hampshire. We were sitting at supper on Saturday night and Chris overheard a guy talking about the Live Free or Die Tattoo Expo that was going on in Manchester this weekend. So Sunday morning we headed out to see another new city and see a whole lot of ink! There were defiantly a lot of very uh, interesting people to look at and some really awesome artists showcasing their work.

I had been wanted to have Sam's name tattooed and Chris wanted to have the "good" skull tattooed on his left hand. So we found someone who had a couple openings and got now ink!

Jesse Rix was our artist and he was AWESOME!

Chris's "evil" skull on the left and his new "good" skull on the right.

Sammabean posing by her name.

I am also really excited because I think I've figured out how to finish up my arm piece so it will become an awesome sleeve!

Summer Fun

This has been one of the funnest summers I can remember. I am so glad that we decided to come to New Hampshire with Chris, it would have been  a long and depressing summer if we'd have stayed home.

We have done pretty well living in a hotel, most everyone leaves during the day so we don't really bother anyone when we are here. We've tried to get out and do something every day anyway.

Alton elementary school has the best playgorund.

We've been to the beach at Alton Bay, Carry beach and Brewster beach in Wolfeboro, Weirs beach, near laconia and to York beach in York, Maine. The girls have had fun playing in the sand and have gotten a lot more comfortable with the water.

We went to York's Wild Kingdom where the girls saw all kinds of animals, fed deer and goats, rode an elephant and a pony, had fun in the jumping castle and rode some rides.

We spent a Sunday at Clark's Trading Post in the White Mountains where we saw a bear show and rode on a train that was ambushed by a wolfman. Pie is now obsessed with trains!

We found the best play-group/story-time in New Durham where the girls get to sing songs, listen to stories and play with a parachute. The lady who puts it on does such an excellent job. We also saw a magic show at the library.

We went shopping at the outlet mall in Tilton a couple times. We got some killer deals at The Children's Place and bought Chris some new shirts at the Harley outlet.

My Rockstars in their new glasses!

We visited the New Hampshire Farm Museum a couple times and had fun seeing the chickens, pigs, goats, sheep and the last time we were there, milking a "cow". The girls got to grind corn to feed the chickens and washed clothes and hung them in the sun on the drying rack, they also got to pump water from the well.

 

We also visited the Kings Highway Alpaca Farm where we learned everything there is to know about alpacas from the nicest man who owned the farm. After seeing them up close, petting "Kisses" the friendliest female alpaca and seeing the most adorable babies, I am determined that I want some too! I guess I will just add them to my "if I win the lotto" list!

Holiday Weekend

Chris had Friday through Monday off of work for the 4th of July. We Spent Friday at the York Wild Kingdom where we saw several types of monkeys, kangaroos, tigers and many other animals.

The girls had a great time but especially enjoyed riding the elephant and pony.

They also loved feeding the goats, deer and ducks.

Afterwards we went to the York beach. Pie and Daddy walked out quite a ways into the water but Sam wasn't interested in getting more than her feet wet. I don't blame her, the water was cold!

We headed home and spent Saturday mowing the lawn and doing laundry. On the 4th we spent the day with a good friend watching movies then headed to Sandy Point beach too cool off before we went to the fireworks in Bangor.

Monday we got packed up and headed back to New Hampshire. It's going to be hot and humid this week so I expect to spend alot of time at the local beaches.